Friday, October 17, 2008

Update

I wonder if I've alienated many readers with that last ultra-long post.

I wonder if I should admit that today is worse than yesterday.

I ate some Wisconsin Cauliflower soup last night - my favorite. It was so good and made me feel somewhat normal. I went to bed (at 9:30 I think) feeling hopeful and almost fine.

Woke up sometime in the night shaking with pain. Took a painkiller and went back to bed.

Got up this morning in hopes of making a scrambled egg to eat with the antibiotic (which is supposed to be taken with food). A sweeping feeling of dizziness and nausea sent me straight back to bed.

I just got up again, carefully, and warmed up the last bit of soup so I can get back on the antibiotic schedule (it's very important with the mouth being the breeding ground for bacteria that it is).

Had a thought to do a nicer post (about the Halloween book).

My head feels heavy.

By the way, I had thought maybe I could use these low-key days to sort through all the digital photos on my computer, back them up and organize them. There were a few other low-impact, and more important, things I thought I could accomplish too, but those plans are starting to fade. The physical being and the mental being are quite closely tied together. I feel useless.

7 comments:

Unknown said...

ohhhh, i hate that you are going through this. thank goodness you found some comfort in the soup.

i loved the halloween book. what a sweet thing to do.

get back in bed! maybe your thoughts of "low-key" should be "no-key" for a while. {{{hugs}}}

Kim Sue said...

{I know it is tough} but throw away that list, of even low key things. start a new list with only one item to accomplish and that is "take care of me".

michelle said...

Oh, dear. I've had it happen when I wake up in the night shaking with pain after a surgery. Yowza. And it's so hard to get back on top of the pain after you get so far gone. I hope tonight and tomorrow are better!

Jill said...

Oh dear, waking up shaking with pain sounds horrible!

Maybe you should be lying down a lot, so even organizing digital photos IS too much. Can you read without feeling nauseous? I'm sorry you're suffering with all this.

Holdinator said...

Hang in there Laurie.

Robyn said...

Sorry you're going through this, again. I hope those painkillers are working. Just take care of you, those digital photos will be there when you've healed. I hope it gets better soon.

lauraleereber said...

I love the picture of your jeans. You can see your personality just by the way you stand. I hope you are feeling better. I should call you, but you probably don't want to talk. So seriously you should write a book some day. You are an amazing writer! Ya, get better soon!